Tuesday, January 27, 2009 . 10:21 PM

My day...
Finally I managed to hand in the portfolio in time... ehe... The teacher was like... O.O "I'm so glad you are the first one to understand what the portfolio is about" "It must be a lot of hard work"
Now I feel both happy and guilty... Ria can justify this... I only started doing the portfolio 3 hours before the deadline...
I've been lucky... too lucky that even sometimes my friend got so annoyed with my luck that she had to kick me...
It's not like the saying "If you believe you're lucky, then you are lucky..."
I'm not hypnotizing myself.. -.-
Because I know that I have many things to give, I'm willing to give
And there's someone who lets me give
I'm lucky
Because there's someone who let me be a part of her life
I exist, not because I was given a life to live
But because I feel needed
Lately I've been reading about selfishness
What's wrong with being selfish?
People who brags that they are selfless would be big big liars
I'm selfish
And I'm okay with that
I don't torture myself with that thought
Because I know it's a stupid thing to waste time with
Time is very precious to me
Not because it's short for me
But because its beautiful part doesn't last.
Now that I can count...
Let's see... it's been 8 months and 2 days since we first knew each other
So it's 247 days in total
Wow!
when counting in days... it looks like small number -.-
But those 247 days are really worth living
Even though some of them were not pleasant
I'm still glad
Because I had passed them
And become who I am now
Also... lately I've been hearing about "being strong"
In a way, I think I'm strong ^^
Because I'm living for myself
I'm doing what I want to do
And I'm happy
I'm not pretending to be strong because you are there ;-)
I feel like I'm strong
Maybe you make me strong
And I'm liking it
So... saying hat I'm pretending is a bit of an insult to me hehe
Now that I think...
Because the earth is round...
Anybody can claim where they stand to be the center... -.- here's a bit issue of geography... the center on the surface... not inside...
You can choose to turn around the others
Or be the center yourself...
It's not that the others will get hurt because of that
They have their own perspective of the world
Let them be...
But if they mean to take your center, give them a good kick in the guts ^^
That will wake them up